Biggest Volcano in solar system

I find the solar system very interesting. I said goodnight to the moon, and good morning to it. I get comfort from greeting the moon.

I had a phase where I was studying Mars because I wrote a novel set on Mars, and it has the biggest volcano in the solar system. On a planet, maybe there's a higher one on a comet or asteroid, I forget the story, I was corrected on Reddit. Anyway, that's pretty huge. Looks like a pimple. And then the shelf drops off, wonder how much dust Mars has lost into space. It's almost the size of France, close to Poland's size.

Woke up late. I feel lost without my Rumi book to read, I'm mourning the loss of reading it. I took it back to the library. What a great book. 

My online persona is Kamuka which can mean a lot of things, including lover. Rumi has showed me a sort of universal way to love, a spiritual love. Buddhists are moving away from sex. 

I talked to a woman from Iran, a friend of Mehdi, and I realized how much I miss feminine energy. I don't like the whole macho fighting for status male energy. I like to be collaborative. 

I was very distracted in my 3rd day of anapanasati.